i don’t work today, just tuesday thru thursday. my last week with armela. it’s gonna suck without her. i am happy for her tho, and hope she likes her new job and excels, tho i know she will.
class starts again the 24th. i’m not looking forward to it. i can get myself all worked up and anxious just at the inkling of a thought of it.
mom, brent, and tyler went out to for lunch with my stepbrother tanner yesterday. i decided not to go with.
i went to ulta after they came back. bought some perfume and eyeshadow primer. went to petco, got luce some food. i fed her, walked her, and then chilled in my room, hiding from brent’s parents. i said hi to them first, made some cutesy jokes, caught them up on my pathetic life story.
i’m feeling okay. numb. amy upped one of my meds, and it’s making me feel like a compliant, anesthetized little zombie. i wouldn’t be able to cry even if i tried.