this time i’ll keep away from you

i can’t let other people’s transgressions harm me. i’m done with letting other’s choices dictate mine.

it’s amazing to me how i let anyone make me feel this low. why do i do this to myself? the moth bashing itself against the light always springs to mind.

on the one hand, i don’t think i deserve it. on the other, i probably do tho. feels bad.

i slept most of the day. it feels like a wasted day, but that’s a common, constant theme in my life. even on the most brilliant of days. so maybe it’s got more to do with me than the day itself.

tomorrow will be worse, i tell myself. such a great pep talker. mom works, brent is in montana until three. i don’t want to move to montana. hope he tanked his interview.

here’s to hope for the downfall of others.

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