feeling despondent. plus my hands are cold and how can anyone feel happy with cold hands??
i wish i had gone to class. i’m just really down right now. there’s no one, no thing, to make it right. it’s not even simply the election. i’m just really overwhelmed by how utterly full of shit things seem in the world. i am a believer in perspective, but no matter how many ways i turn it, the facts and facets of the situations line up in the same stupid way. it’s so exhausting, caring about things. i’m trying though.
i don’t think i’m going to minnesota for thanksgiving. family is lame. my family, anyway.