the world is empty and boring today. i did homework and went grocery shopping. i work tomorrow, bright and early. i’m still contemplating if my mom moves to fucking militia-ville montana or confederate-central north carolina, if i will come with or not. i might have to go live at my dads, and that would probs be worse than anything. and yeah i know nc and montana are supposed to be just grand in their own ways, but doesn’t mean i wanna fucking live there. it’s bad enough living here, at least i’m used to it, i have connections, i know people. i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again. i’m sick of starting over. if i start somewhere new, i want it to be on my terms, my choice, my locale. in this situation, i’m just getting dragged along with them by my own burdensome, third-wheel nature.