vapid aspirations, i’m full of them. money, admiration of others, the shiny trappings that come with success. i’m probs going to go back on something for focus/motivation soon, like adderall (ugh). because my psychiatrist has officially run out of ideas when it comes to medications. plus i’m a perfect specimen of physical health (lulz) sooo it’s just a sarah thing, being tired and feeling shitty all the time. maybe i’m just lazy. no. i try too hard at everything to be lazy..sadly. i would rather just be lazy. and rich. yeah.