just routine malaise

the days are unraveling, my life is unraveling. i’m up, i’m down. i can’t seem to stop. my heart wants things it can’t have. it’s ridiculous. i’m ridiculous. i know though, i know in my secret logical corner, why. i’m so unavailable to people who need me most, so i in turn punish myself by choosing the unavailable. booooooo. hooooo.

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