why can’t i just have one friend? i keep talking to people on reddit, i friended nayeli on facebook, she didn’t respond. it feels bad. i don’t know how to make friends anymore. and it’s like i’m too old to befriend the high school students that i work with, while i’m too young to befriend the people with children of their own. sabina thinks i’m annoying because apparently i say thank you too much. and everyone else just thinks i’m boring or something. why do i always have to chase people? why can’t people just say hi to me? why do other people get all the love? i just get really tired of starting over.