haha i look at facebook and see that he was on just a few minutes before, and feel disappointed that i missed him, then i realize that i wouldn’t have talked to him anyway. what the fuck would i even say? i did that thing where i looked up people i used to be friends with, people i dropped for no reasons, and i miss them. it’s pathetic. i’m just lonely. i decided i’m taking a watercolor class this summer at the art center. it’s from 9am to 12 on fridays, so that’s perfect timing. ok, i’m going to bed. and in another three hours i will be asleep hopefully.