i skipped work on tuesday. i was just so effing tired. i used my grandpa as an excuse. ugh i feel bad about that. my mom started working nights this week. i’m ambivalent about it all. and then i’m supposed to start working in the cash office this month sometime. and i have a test next week. ew. i’m just so anxious and exhausted. but at the same time i feel better than i used to. i’m coping with it better i think.