tonight was a’ight. i don’t work tomorrow so huzzah. i’m gonna bump down one of my meds or go off it completely. i tried making an appt with dr b, and could only get one out on june 10th, so that sucks. i don’t know what i’m going to do this summer though. i’m not going to be taking any classes so i’m definitely going to have to work more, but as far as whether or not i’m going to take some time off to go see my dad and/or grandparents, i’m not sure. i don’t really care for the idea of going to sd at all. though now i kind of miss kels. i wouldn’t mind going to ks for a little bit. but it’s never for a little bit. they always have me stay like a month and i cant do that anymore. too old for dat shit. but whatevah. it’ll be good. i should go to sleep soon. or i might stay up to see my mom. who knows?