i wish i could just acknowledge the good things i do and ignore the things i fail to accomplish. like tonight at work i learned a lot about merchandising and organizing features and all that retail stuff, but didn’t do my best on organizing shoes because i was too busy most of the night. i can’t even think “wow sarah, you did a good job tonight. you learned something new” because i’m too busy focusing on my failures. even though i am happier, my anxiety still stops me from making the most of it. it’s annoying.. and now i’ll probably stay up until midnight or later, over-analyzing the whole night’s events.