move the finishing of the project to saturday. tomorrow i have an appointment with kim, which is nice. i’m still not really eating, except for the 300 calories it takes for my meds. too nauseous. time to sleep for a solid 12 hours. i sleep and i sleep, and i am still dead tired and unmotivated. and yet i work so hard in class and at my job. it’s all so exhausting. it fucking sucks. if this were a party, i would not be the life of it. no.. i would kill it.