my studying isn’t going too well. i’m distracted by everything. the internets is calling me. and music, like usual. and tv shows. and movies. and vidya games. pretty much all media/tech. plus i’m lonely and miss having friends. we could be studying together. wouldn’t that just be an effing blast??? rachel is engaged and i don’t know about anyone else. i miss them all. but i cut them out of my life and now have to deal with the consequences.