so far the new med seems to make me very alert. i can’t sleep until around 2am. i have to take it with at least 300 calories, which is hard because i haven’t been very hungry lately. i took it today with leftover pizza and an energy drink. little ol’ health-conscious me. my mood isn’t great. my appt with kim went okay. we talked a lot about how i’m at least trying to be more positive other than the ranting in this journal, and i’ve held down a job for around a year now. it’s slow, but it’s progress. i have to study today and tomorrow. i’ve decided i’m not studying until 3 today because i simply don’t feel like it. i’m so disciplined, like a ninja.