tonight work was slow. i processed luggage like a good girl. we talked about corporate social responsibility and how our company is made up of a bunch of goody two shoes with the ethical standards of the great buddha. i’m going to ask my psychiatrist to take me off the ssri i’m on, because all it does is create little beads of neat clean sweat on my forehead and make my hands tremor like fucking leaves in the wind. and it gets worse when i’m nervous. it is ridiculous. i’ve been on dozens of medications and currently am on four. and i swear none of them work, or just barely work. other people have better luck, i know. but i’m not one of those people.