we were so great together. we were golden. then you had to fuck it up and ruin it like you do every last thing, sarah-leee….
‘you have to fight at some point. you can’t just succumb’
do you not see how hard i am fighting?? how every day with school and work i try so effing hard? even though i don’t want to, there is no real motivation or perk for me. and you stand there above me as i lay on the floor; all sanctimonious and without real depth or emotion, and you just kick and kick and kick. i hate you almost as much as i love you.