i wish i were smart. i wish i were brave. i wish a lot of stupid things that probs wouldn’t help me attain happiness any more than anything else i’ve tried. i found out that i finished my homework already, because i’m a fucking unknowing genius (lulz ensuing). so that is just delightful. i still miss nameless, i still feel like blowing my brains into the air like blood-drenched confetti at some fucked-up kids birthday party. haha. but it’ll be alright. i have you, me. i have me, you. so yeah. yay. i’ll get thru this week and get to the 26th without incident like crying at work or something horrible like that. i shall persevere.