i like disturbing films. movies where there is an innocence, a calm, a deliberate quiet force to it with a sinister side. it’s being devoted to lies that you tell yourself. one minute, its all snshine and rainbos, the next its all dessicated bodies and dead puppies. you go from being a naive little child to the most ten-mile-staring, world-weary, heavy-shouldered soldier of the world who ever lived. its a trip.